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Pen challenge! by Omyrah
Pen challenge!
So I was tagged by :iconxcrazyflyinacesx: to do this, and everyone else has done it or is doing it now, so here you go guys! XD

Tagged: :iconarrd-art:

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Yes this is a journal I never thought I would post whoops

I'm normally not that big on making new years resolutions because I always forget about them come February, but I have a lot on my list that I want to take care of this year. A lot of them are things I'm pretty excited for too.

- Get my GED
- Get a job
- Take art classes
- Cut down on my sodium intake
- Start going on hikes with my dad
- Save up enough money to visit :iconarrd-art: :heart:
- Start commissions
- Practice drawing every day
- Volunteer


That's all I have so far, I might update this list later on depending on if I come up with anything else.

I hope this year doesn't suck like 2014 did.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: Shows
  • Playing: Games
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Apple juice
*sigh* Okay. As of this month, I had been homeless for 6 months, bouncing back and forth from place to place, with no real stable environment for my autistic self to take shelter. 2 weeks ago, I made a heartbreaking decision to leave my school, meaning that I will not be graduating with my class, the people I spent 3 and a half years of my school time with. This does not mean I am crapping out on school in general. I plan to get my GED, which can and is sometimes considered an equivalent to a regular high school diploma, minus the extra time and hard work. As much as I wanted to finish high school with everyone else, the stress from my living situation at the time was too much for me. I hardly ever got any sleep, and I always felt like I was walking on eggshells there. Not to mention the fact that I was waking up at 5am every morning to get to school, and every day I was at risk of being late, which is something I'm not too fond of.

Because of all of this (or at least that's what we think at this point), I started getting sick. I was hit with my first ever migraine episode back in late September or early October. I had never had one before, but I was getting everything. Intense head pain, nausea, light and sound sensitivity, and I was having trouble reading words correctly, if I could even discern separate letters at all. Needless to say, never having gotten one before, I panicked a bit and went home from school that day. Since then, I have had at lease one migraine episode every month except this month, each lasting at least 3 days.

I also started developing stomach issues, and other problems with my system in general. Once I decided to pull myself from school though, it started to  calm a bit. I haven't been as sick anymore, which I took as a sign that I was undergoing too much stress for my body to handle. Through all of this, :iconarrd-art: has kept me from emotional breakdowns a few times, and has done all he can to support me in my situations.

As of right now, I am "rooming" with my dad. I have taken the week to relax in bed and detox my mind from everything bad that has happened in the past half year. Next week is also relaxing time, but I start to get my information up to date and learning how to be an adult and start "adulting". XD

Soon I will be looking for jobs that I can do that aren't fast food or retail (wish me luck...), and hopefully applying for college, or at least art workshops or something, with my shiny GED once I earn it.

I love how in every giant journal I post, my paragraphs go from massive monologues to like, 2 or 3 sentences in length. :D

Anyway, I hope you guys are doing better than me, I happen to have a few people who I thought were my friends telling me outright that I'm making the wrong choice even though they have no clue what I'm going through. One bluntly told me that a GED won't get me anywhere, which I know to be false. I have also had people supporting me though. I really hoped to finish school, but the stress was literally killing me I guess..

Hopefully once things settle down, I can finally start commissions soon! Those would be of my melted crayon art projects that I do, post a comment or send me a not or something if you would be interested in one sometime in the future.

Alright, I'm off to go get more rest, I'll keep you guys updated. Thanks to anyone who actually read this whole thing, I know it's a lot of boring stuff to read but it helps keep me sane to get it out of me and all that.
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: Shows
  • Playing: Games
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Apple juice
**More mushy journal stuff**

Everything about him, down to the last detail... He's so gentle, loving, and caring, and I feel safe around him, safer than I've ever felt before. He always makes sure I'm nothing short of comfortable in the relationship, and he insists that I let him know if I ever do feel uncomfortable. The amount of love he has shown and give to me feels absolutely pure and helps gives me the strength I need in this hard time of my life with no true home. He just gives off such a comforting aura that relaxes me and makes me feel so at ease with him and so peaceful...

All of my life because of my size, I have always felt a little bit helpless in the world, and I've always enjoyed the idea of having someone there to protect me and keep me warm and safe, and with the way he acts towards me, it feels as though he's always wanted someone he could protect and guard and watch over, and he has expressed those protective feelings and urges towards me many times.

I love the way he takes care of me now without his physical presence there with me, I love how gentle he is in Skype calls such as when I'm snuggled up under my covers and he just silently watches over me, sometimes just talking softly with me and making me feel even more peaceful... Even when he's being playful, he's always so amazingly lighthearted in his antics, and with my playful spirit and innocence, it just melts together so perfectly. Whenever the distance that keeps us apart gets to me, he comforts me when the tears flow, reassuring me that soon the distance will be a thing of the past.

I just love him so much, I can't even begin to express into words just how much of an impact he has made on my life, and my health as well. I could never begin to comprehend what my life would be without him in it, and I couldn't think of anyone I would ever want more than him.

This love that I have for him is the most fantastic thing I have ever felt in my life before. I don't know where I would be if it weren't for him.

Everything about him is perfect.

:iconarrd-art:
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: Shows
  • Playing: Games
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Apple juice
Yes this is a journal I never thought I would post whoops

I'm normally not that big on making new years resolutions because I always forget about them come February, but I have a lot on my list that I want to take care of this year. A lot of them are things I'm pretty excited for too.

- Get my GED
- Get a job
- Take art classes
- Cut down on my sodium intake
- Start going on hikes with my dad
- Save up enough money to visit :iconarrd-art: :heart:
- Start commissions
- Practice drawing every day
- Volunteer


That's all I have so far, I might update this list later on depending on if I come up with anything else.

I hope this year doesn't suck like 2014 did.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: Shows
  • Playing: Games
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Apple juice

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Omyrah
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Hey everyone!

My name is Omyrah. It's not my real name, but I've had it for about 3 years now, and I'll actually respond to it like it's my real name when I'm called by it.

You can call me Omyrah, Omy, or whatever my skype name happens to be at the time if you are one of my skype contacts. XD

I am a very friendly and social person, so if you want to talk or something, don’t be afraid to say hi!

A few things you should know about me:

-I was diagnosed with high functioning autism when I was little. It's not a big deal, it just means that sometimes I act differently than most people would consider 'normal'. It also affects how I view the world compared to other people. Most people can't tell I have it though. If you don't know what it is or just want to know how it affects me, note me. I enjoy talking about it, as without my autism, I wouldn't be who I am today.

- I am currently homeless and I am not on as much as I used to be while I am dealing with other things. School is starting soon as well, so unfortunately I will probably not respond to anything right away.

-Times are changing, get over your homophobia/transphobia.

-NO, I will NOT send you pictures of my feet, or step on you or sit on you, or crush you, or eat you, or anything like that for ANYTHING. I have gotten too many notes asking for things like that. It's not my thing, and if you send me a message asking for me to do any of this, you probably won't get a nice response from me. There are plenty of other people for you to discuss these topics with. I am not the right person to come to for any of this, and you will be blocked if you try to ask me to do any of the above.

One of the main reasons I come onto dA nowadays is to be involved with a community of people who love and appreciate G/t . G/t is a genre which focuses on interactions between people of vastly different sizes. I focus only on clean G/t though.

-I do not RP on dA anymore for various reasons. Please don't ask.

-My main focus from now on is doing melted crayon art since everyone has been so supportive of it. Unfortunately it may be a while before I post anything (lack of resources/time/workspace to do anything as much as I want to). I draw dragons as well, but again, time and resources are lacking...

- I only accept skype requests if I know who you are. No, I will not give my name out. Sorry.
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People I've met IRL:

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Current Residence: USA
Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock/Rock
Operating System: My laptop
Skin of choice: The one attached to me.
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